Sorry if it sounds like I was sarcastic with you.
I am very, very depressed and that is a terrible condition to be in when job searching.
Sorry friend I just saw your post.
I understand your position. I went from $150k per year to just making enough to feed and house my family of six. I had no debt but I lost all of my customers nearly overnight back in 2008. I took any job that I possibly could for several years just keeping food and shelter supplied. I had no debt. I sold everything that wasn’t essential. You can and will make it. Keep your head up. Do not waste time in self pity. If you like send me mail with your concerns and I will commit them to my families prayers. Keep pushing through these tough times. You will be better for them with the right mindset.