Sorry kid, your death is less than a blip on the radar screens of the people you wanted to hear you.
Of course those who celebrate perversity will use your poor choice for their own ends.
In the end, you wasted your life.
He’s part of the Tumblr generation.
He thinks every sexual kink he engaged in was supposed to be “celebrated”, and when reality hit him, he decides that he is too good for this world, and actually thought that him killing himself was a magical act that will make him a hero. For no other reason than a dead body makes for good propaganda, he will be “famous” for a few minutes.
Within 24 hours no one will even know who he was. There are plenty of other narcissistic dudes that wear women’s clothing to replace him.