Not something I want to experience personally, thanks. ;)
/johnny
I wouldn’t wish it upon anyone.
What I did wish at times in my life was to be one of those people whom I saw all around me that make it through the trials and tribualtions of this world without needing to alter themselves via drugs.
I mean, I really did wish hard that I could be a normal person, but that was not going to be the road I walked on, that’s for sure.
But at least now that I am older and maybe just a bit wiser than I was before, I am closer to that wish being a reality.
I still don’t handle life as well as others. bad wiring I suppose. But, whatever mistakes I am making these days, I am making with a clear head, and I thank God for that.
The good times and joy that I have known in more recent years have truly made my life worth living.