You’ve got to do what you’ve got to do in this economy, I’d never mock anyone who is going through a tough time. Been there myself, still clawing my way out. Give thanks to God for what you do have, and lift your burden up to Him. Be open to an answer that might not be what you expected. I’m sorry to have added to your upset if I did.
Not at all, you are a truly kind person. Yes, we live in hard times but I pray God will see us through.