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Try reading his word.
Hebrews 6:
[1] Therefore leaving the principles of the doctrine of Christ, let us go on unto perfection; not laying again the foundation of repentance from dead works, and of faith toward God,
[2] Of the doctrine of baptisms, and of laying on of hands, and of resurrection of the dead, and of eternal judgment.
[3] And this will we do, if God permit.
[4] For it is impossible for those who were once enlightened, and have tasted of the heavenly gift, and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost,
[5] And have tasted the good word of God, and the powers of the world to come,
[6] If they shall fall away, to renew them again unto repentance; seeing they crucify to themselves the Son of God afresh, and put him to an open shame.
That is contradictory.
I like to remember the “Good Thief.” He was a sinner; he strayed. But Jesus welcomed him home on that day. “Verily I say to you, that on this day you shall be with me in Paradise.”
You interpret it your way, and I’ll interpret it mine.
I think you’re quoting that out of context my friend.