I ask those questions but I’m happy with the answer: “I don’t know’”
Two things:
1. Faith IS a gift. It doesn't SEEM to matter to you if you have it or not. You obviously DON'T but then why would you care?
2. You SEEM to be the poster-child for "ignorance is bliss." I don't mean that in a nasty way. Perhaps you neither know nor care what happens to you after you super-short life. Perhaps you were never taught that being good will allow you to spend eternity with our Creator and being EVIL all the time will allow you to burn in hell for all eternity.
Perhaps you were taught that there is no good or bad except in your very own perception...and maybe you think you are always good.
Children have concepts like this because it was what they were taught. I guess you were taught NOTHING like this. Perhaps you were and you somehow MISSED "getting it."
In any case, it's your immortal soul, not mine. Lots of luck to ya.