I see you've moved from the observational point of view into the judgmental. I'm afraid you have far too little information to adequately fill that seat, or issue such advice.
If your main brag to God is IBLP, I can pretty well pigeonhole you. A sincere Christian would say something like yes I do love the Lord, I seek His blessing, and that’s why I am undertaking this.
I didn’t judge you; your words did.