We have not succeeded in answering all of your questions.
Indeed, the answers we have found only serve to raise a whole new set of questions.
In many ways we as as confused as ever, but we would like to think that we are confuse on a higher plain, and about more important things...
Healthy confusion is only temporary..
If it is not....you will never know it, and you will not believe others who say you are confused....
Today....this is considered to be normal....:-)