Maybe his friend was an extra special friend and he felt guilty about their special times together, especially after becoming religious.
“Maybe his friend was an extra special friend and he felt guilty about their special times together, especially after becoming religious.”
Israeli postmortems of suicide bombers found anal tears and semen. The shoe bomber frequently asked his fellow Jihadists to have anal sex with him so as to increase his capacity to carry explosives.
An Iranian in college told me, “Is no gay people in Iran. But you can’t have sex with women. So, you go to the city and get a young boy with smooth legs. Their handlers cut their balls off to keep them attractive. You pay them for sex.” This was in 1977.
Their idea of 'religious' does not preclude perpetual sodomy so there would be no 'guilt' there. More likely because he was associating with infidels and their western ways.