If true, then I've wasted my time and would then be thinking as you are thinking. I pray I shall not think that way ... not yet. My apology txhurl. Am discouraged too.
I’d normally be on this like butter on biscuits, and I am ashamed that I’m practically OK with letting blue people deal with their own blue-induced problems.
Your time and effort is amazing and I shouldn’t even have interjected it, brings nothing to the effort.
The only advice I could offer the alphabet folks is check who left for Jordan within hours of the explosions.