From your disjointed reply, I am assured my opinion of you as a useless REMF was correct.
I don't care how many “figures” you once duped someone else into paying you for your services.
It's entirely probable that some seriously dangerous times are upon us.
You would not make the cut, in my unit.(If I had one)
Try to join a candy ass street gang in your local area.
May I suggest the Crips or the Bloods?
You’re the one to be pitied. I’ve listened to 90 pound women who think they can take down a man if threatened, but without any prep or training. Doesn’t cut it, and if the SHTF they would faint. A niece of mine, 95 pounds, could do it but she’s a Navy gal and has the training. You obviously don’t. And I never had the need to join a gang. Stayed out of them when young. A few of my neighbor friends in gangs died, and it wasn’t for me. I didn’t grow up in a lily-white suburb like you, but managed to survive in a not so nice city district. I’ve been jumped and beaten by black punks, while counting many among my friends. I can survive. You are supremely naive if you think you could survive what’s coming. So cut out the crap.