What you keep trying to do is lynch a reputation, you mouse.
I am guessing you were diddled (or worse) as a youngster, by an adult you trusted? Is that what this is about?
And it's all Joe Paterno's fault?
(Newsflash for somebody who seems lost in the glory years of JoePa...that reputation took the bus out of town long ago...and won't be effected upon the masses by me -- or anybody else! In case you haven't noticed, the statue came down quite some time ago...and nobody but JoePa himself invited others to yank it down)
As far as your projectionist theories, all the adults in my life have been abuse-free toward me (So much for your magic 8-ball psycho-analysis of complete strangers)
Perhaps you should instead simply stop sanctioning the Penn State diddlers & those who protected him?
Tell us...how it is that so many Penn Staters could see so much for so long & Sandusky remain on the loose to abuse again over & over & over again?