Same here.
It was like life had no meaning anymore :-O
I think I will keep smoking so I can avoid the added 10 years of life under tyranny.
I’m alive and just barely.....was not my heart as a source of the problem......the anti inflamatory medicine for my shoulder from the home invasion added to a flu shot “ required” by the doc when the full blown flu hit was the source.....the combo was an hour from puttin me on the wrong side of the dirt
additionally ....my liver, kidneys and lungs were effected.
4 days of in the arm medicine and a small transfusion turned the corner
as of now.....my body feels like I kissed a Mack truck on the freeway
but I’m home and will heal fully
thx all for your prayers....I truely needed em