.......Mathematics is not a science..........
You are a child.
You call yourself a materialist.
You call yourself, to a certain extent, a scientist.
But the very capacities you use for discovery, are somehow unscientific.
I cannot speak to your scientific education, only my own. I can say, that within the realm of science, I am far from a child. That does not mean that I do not have a lot to learn or that my education is complete, but it does mean that when discussing the means, goals, and methods of science, I actually do speak with some authority. I’m not a mechanic, so I won’t tell you how to fix your car, but I do know science - take it or leave it.
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