As you should be, MM.
I suggest you find a good local gun range, ask for a qualified instructor who will teach you how to handle a firearm properly, give you NRA certification, and select a weapon that's just right for you.
Thanks to you and everyone else for the support and suggestions! I will definitely check out a local gun range - there is one several miles from my house. I’ll take it from there.
Should I send a telegram to Obama & Gov. Cuomo thanking them for the encouragement they’ve given me to take the first step to gun ownership?!