I’m kinda screwed anyway. I am one of the uninsurable because of my pre-existing conditions. I found ONE company who will insure me at $3000 a month with a $20k deductible. So, I have to pay the IRS penalty AND my medical bills. Also, Obamacare won’t cover most of my conditions so I will probably be thrown overboard.
And you are right, this world is not my home. I’m ok with dying - many aren’t.
I believe God when He says I’m healed but I’m, also, ok w/dying because we know - absent from the body, present with The Lord. So I/you are in a win/win category.
But I hate evil so much, I will fight it to the end. And we all should - we must NEVER NEVER give up the race set before us! And I believe He is always with me and never will forsake me.
Having come close just recently, I am, too. Something about almost dying changes you.
I'm telling people that when my time comes, don't pray me back, pray that God would make it quick.