Sorry to hear that... I felt that way when my Mom was diagnosed with terminal cancer.... then my 8 year old son said something very profound ... “Dad, do you think God is mad at us.... we don’t go to church all the time...a lot of people do bad things and never get in trouble...” and he went on. So your comment begs the question, have we all done enough to protect God. God’s wrath can take a while....remember the dark ages? Just food for thought.... you are in my prayers and I truly hope your anger at God isn’t for the same reasons that I had. God Bless.
thank you