Clearly the factual mistakes you make in your post given the luxury of watching the video and other photos, as often as you wish, discredits your position and judgement.
It is a good thing that you are no longer on the force.
Don’t even PRETEND to know what its like to be in a gun battle on a crowded street and better yet, don’t even attempt to judge my service to the people of NYC as a member of the NYPD.