but I don't hate him, just life is not worth the pain!!!!!
Life is to worth the pain. Take it from me, as I have had tremendous pain of all sorts, emotional and physical, and I can attest to the fact that, yes, it is worth the pain.
Whenever you love, there will ultimately be heartache, but love is everything, and real love lives on forever. These may sound like only pretty words, but they are not just pretty words, for they are absolute, rock solid reality.