Nothing even mildly surprising about this.
They even creep themselves out.
Sad.....It's like they are preparing themselves for Hell.
They have no hope.....positive thinking, as in trying to think well of themselves, is of the flesh and steered by the flesh, vacant of any meaning because they think with an influenced carnal mind.
Every homosexual that I've known throughout my life is in a desperate state of self-distraction looking for a light, external from the darkness within.
My preacher mentioned this 8 years ago