Thanks Bellflower. It’s just a temporary low. I cannot and will not give up. It isn’t up to me... God put me in the middle of this fight for a reason, and gave me allies I love to pieces whom I would never have met with out it.
I can only follow His Will, and follow on a righteous path of honor and truth. I am His servant. My allies (all of you) are His servants, and His will shall overcome. I am not overly religious, but I do have faith. It is just this human shell letting me down right now. I do not doubt this path, it just seems as if not enough are listening and comprehending the danger we are in.
I won’t give up though. I can’t.
Amen! I am taking my advice to you and verbally praising The LORD and it feels so good, because He is so good! May The LORD bless and lift you as only He can!