The BABY no matter how old deserved to be honored. You are a moron to think otherwise.
Since you've crossed the threshold of name calling it's apparent you are not speaking from a RATIONAL point of view.
Of course a dead baby deserves to be honored and given a proper funeral.
However, to suggest that bringing home this dead baby, no bigger than a baker potato, and cuddling with it...with your other children...is not, at LEAST extremely unusual and weird shows that you are the one out of touch with reality.
In all my years I have never even HEARD of such a thing. I've known of/about at least a dozen miscarriages.
I believe it to be freaky weird. Sick.
I believe, again, that AT LEAST 90% of the people in this country will agree with me that's it's sick.
Maybe it's a cultural thing. I am WASP.