You are not a monster, the pervert rapist is, and anyone who accuses you of being a monster is part of the problem.
Anyone that hurts or harms a child should be subject to capital punishment. As soon as they get released, they always do it again. I don’t care if it’s your first offense. Anyone involved with Sandusky should be executed, if proven guilty. They’ll all get a couple years in prison where they get to get sodomized and fulfill all of their perveted fantasies, only to be released to do it again.