I’m glad you’re doing well! That must have been a terrifying experience.
It was terrible and awesome all at the same time. I wouldn’t wish it on my worst enemy and yet at the same time I’d never want to change it. It brought me closer to God and my understanding of God, appreciation of God, love of God grew. Long story short, I went from being a spiritual child, to becoming a spiritual adult in a matter of about 4 months. I had so much head knowledge about God, it was like a trap door opened up and all that head knowledge just started filling my heart. It was so intense at times, I asked God to slow down...lol But, it was so awesome too. I would read something in the bible I’d read 100’s of times, and suddenly it would come alive. Or the depth of my understanding would increase 10 fold or more. It happened so much I would actually get overwhelmed.