I hear you, man.
I’ve been in anguish for months now, trying to decide whether to buy more pistol ammo or rifle ammo.
Also, the peach tree I planted 4 years ago is in my field of fire if I need to take up a defensive position on the northern perimeter and open up with the M-60. I really, really like that peach tree as it’s given me my summer delight year after year - warm cobbler, peaches and maple ice cream. That summer treat combo attracts a gaggle of peach and ice cream-loving females every August, and I don’t want to see that end. I don’t know whether the tree will survive a replanting. So that bums me out, too.
Cheers. Hope you get over your bummers.
I’m actually a female, thanks for making my day...lol