I am very sorry for your particular situation. However, how would you write the rules for everyone despite your situation?
Well the state court has stated that deputies who have been injured in the line of duty can not be given just 1/3 pay and be expected to pay for medical benefits etc. Which is exactly what I got. My insurance bills for my family are more than my take home from the state alone.
I woudl have been happy with half pay or 3/4 like every other guy injured in the line of duty. The state appellate court set the rules, apparently the state retirement system and my county just don’t want to abide by them.
I can’t get anywhere with them at all.