So was Hemingway
Please, if you do not mind, tell me please what you know of Hemingway?
I am curious.
It is common knowledge that he effected his own dispatch with a shotgun. I suppose one should at least try to document upper cranial disturbance resulting from this action before claiming that he did "blow the top of [his] head off"; however, the known result renders such morbid investigation moot, and to deny that Papa sought anything less (say, to reduce a stoppage in his sinuses) would be to impugn his intelligence beyond credulity.