Thanks for sharing that, I think so many people believe pot to be harmless not so for many people. I know several people that have smoked pot since high school great people but like you said no motivation to do ANYTHING.
Motivation was the hardest part for me. I suffer from anxiety issue as well, so when I would smoke, it would quell the anxious feelings, but all of the stuff that made me anxious was still there when I wasn’t high. I decided to use the anxiety to my advantage and plowed through honey-dos and home improvement chores in the course of a few weekends.
Being sober now for 10 weeks, pot included, I can say my life is astronomically better than I ever imagined I could make it.