It makes sense. His self hatred is expressed in his contempt for human life.
I think he is crazy and a lier.
Bingo! You win. Deep down inside his self-hatred was projected on other people and he took their lives to satiate it. Too bad he didn’t have the cojones to take his own and prevent the misery he caused others and worse, the continued press coverage and promotion of his pet social movement, the acceptance of euthanasia. Sick ba$tard.
Everything I need to know in life, I learned in “Tombstone”:
Wyatt Earp: What makes a man like Ringo, Doc? What makes him do the things he does?
Doc Holliday: A man like Ringo has got a great big hole, right in the middle of him. He can never kill enough, or steal enough, or inflict enough pain to ever fill it.
Wyatt Earp: What does he need?
Doc Holliday: Revenge.
Wyatt Earp: For what?
Doc Holliday: Bein’ born.