hypocrisy in the church for the most part. I like to ask questions, a lot of people in the christian churches don’t like questions asked that have uncomfortable answers. For some questions I was told by several that they didn’t have the answers I sought and that the church couldn’t help me so I moved on.
I can certainly understand that relying on human beings for the answers is often disappointing. I don’t look to Christians to tell me how to be a Christian, I look to Christ. (He would never have condoned the Crusades.) I decided a long while ago that I would not let my faith be stolen by hypocrites or legalistic religionists, but have focused on scripture, not mere humans’ ideas of what the scripture says. I have heard that MANY muslims have become Christians because they cried out for the real God to show Himself, and Jesus showed up. Please, give Him another chance and may God bless you.