I know, I was angry at myself for a while for that; however, I got the distinct impression the vet’s staff would have preferred me not staying. I may be wrong, but that was the feeling I got (I must admit I wasn’t thinking very clearly that morning).
Any time I’ve had to put a pet down, I pay first, then have the vet do it while I comfort my animal. I’ve always felt so bad for the pet owners trying to settle up while blubbering at the counter, can’t stand the thought of doing it then. I just wanna get home to cuddle the ones waiting.
I assume pets recognise death as well, & give them a chance to say goodbye before burial or cremation when I can. It must be awful waiting & expecting your buddy to come home when they won’t be.