Is it perhaps that this boy really didn’t want to blow himself up?
Perhaps, but didn’t he do significant damage to the family jewels? Chickening out halfway through does not seem like the best choice, lol.
He was certainly trying to do so.
If he didn’t want to he wouldn’t have taken it as far as he did.
He deserves to have the underwear bomb put back together and strapped around his head and detonated in a landfill.