YA see fellow i have died 3 times already and been brought back http://skepdic.com/nde.html
If i were you i would start to believe.
Believe...what, exactly? Hinduism? Christianity? Islam? The Force?
I believe there is a God and i am a Christian. While i do not adhere to all the principles i still do believe and i have good reason since i have seen what is my future. It appears you believe in nothing and at the time of death you will be one those that utters oh please God etc...... As far as i have seen in my brief life here on earth atheism is the lowest form of belief or non belief to practice and ranks right up there being simply an animal whom just exists for his own purpose and whom has no reason to look past the day at hand. Scum of the earth if one asks me.