I feel like I’m standing at the shore of the ocean watching a huge storm form off the coast. I don’t want to die, but I don’t want to live as a serf for some dictatorial regieme, either.
I read this article and I took a deep breath, and I wondered about that saying telling me that freedom is watered with the blood of patriots. God help us.
Stout heart, sir or madame. Nobody wants what's coming, except maybe a few of the real crazies on both sides. But make no mistake, it's coming whether we want it or not.
Anyone who tells you they aren't scared is either crazy or lying and working with crazy people or liars is a poor strategy for long term survival.
I suggest you plan the work, and then work the plan. It may not help much but it'll keep your mind focused until the crap hits the fan.
There's a reason every military unit in history has a bunch of mindless menial tasks for the grunts.
Good luck.
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