You claim to be a Christian but don’t believe that an intelligent God designed life? This doesn’t make any sense.
I don’t get it either. If you believe in that God created the universe and life, then what is “science” but the study of the Creation? Yet HospiceNurse and many others apparently believe that absolutely no trace of design can be determined by “scientific” methods.
I realize that some very accomplished scientists hold that view, but it has always baffled me. A common view of Catholics, for example, is that the Neo-Darwinian ToE is absolutely, completely true — but it was God’s way of creating life. But the ToE specifically rules out the need for *any* design whatsoever. The ToE says, basically, that you are welcome to believe in a Designer if you wish, but it is really nothing but a fantasy. Sorry, but it’s more than a fantasy.