I haven’t slept well in a year. Wish I was exagerating, but, I am not. I sympathize, and wish you well deserved rest.
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In addition to sleeplessness since November of last year, I think I am going through the stages of grief. First, there was denial as I literally pulled the covers up over my head when Soetero’s victory was announced on election day. I guess “bargaining” is the endless pleading emails I’ve sent to Blue Dogs and others. I’m also in the anger mode. Well, I guess all that’s left is acceptance, which to me is a pitiful, hopeless stage to be in. For all of us praying people here on FR, maybe there’s time for one last desperate prayer for the Lord to intervene.