Trite reply. I don't have to judge you nor would I care to. You have already invited the judgment of Christ upon yourself already.
Since you do not believe Jesus Christ, you have chosen to substitute your wisdom for His, and there are consequences for that choice. You have chosen to bring the judgement of Christ upon yourself according to Natural Law even as He has established it.
There are negative consequences for not believing Jesus Christ. You might want to rethink your position.
Did the voices tell you that? Here is a clue, I believe Jesus Christ, I just don't believe you or your narrow, self serving, holier-than-thou interpretation of scripture. Now go worry about your own salvation and leave me and the billion+ Catholics alone. BTW, if you ever do get this sorted out and make it to heaven, look me up. I'll buy you a drink.