You're funny. You don't believe in the God of the Bible, but you call yourself a Christian. And then you want me to apologize to the Jesus (however you conceive of him) that you don't believe in. You are some piece of work.
You don't believe in the God of the Bible, but you call yourself a Christian.I have doubts, and yet I obey. And you have no doubts, but will not obey God's commands even when they are spelled out for you in complete plainness, again and again.
Tell me: Which do you think is a "real" Christian?