I have claimed Jesus Christ as my Lord and Savior for more than twenty-five years.
You demand words from me.
I demand some actual Christian behavior from you.
Are you incapable of even the slightest shred of humility or repentance for your actions and words, your ugly and ongoing treatment of others which bring shame upon the Lord that you profess to claim?
Is that why you can’t make up your mind if God exists or not? Please!