You have made everything perfectly clear. “Zealousness” of your sort from a person in your condition is quite common. Pscyh 101. Fortunately, not everyone such as yourself fails to overcome the problem.
My shrink had to go way past Psych 101 to figure me out. I went and married a shrink to save money and got analyzed 12 times a day for 20 years and still no good answers.
parsy, who says the voices are all friends