The entire focus of this essay was ‘I’ and ‘me’ and ‘my’. Look how often those words show up. Nothing much about ‘baby’ or ‘he’ or ‘she’ unless it was how the baby would inconvenience the mom. Selfish!
This writer (if this is a for real story) is certainly not ready to be a mom. You have to give to be one! Too bad she is so self focused that she couldn’t give her child to someone who would put themselves aside and love it as their own.
A sad thing is that not only is this woman terrible selfish, but if you go to the site and read the comments, there are lots of people who cheer on her murdering ways.