May God bless you and ease your pain, dear FRiend.
I have walked [and limped] many miles in your shoes.
Stand tall as much as you can...it may take a lot out of your your back but it adds a lot more to your dignity.
Thank you, I hope God will give you the strength to continue to keep a stiff upper lip and not surrender to the constant pain.
Losing 40 lbs helped me a whole lot. I have learned to watch for the signs of a sneak attack of the pain monster and take defensive measures (hit the sack or sit very still if I feel him stirring around).
My pain reminds me of my ex wife. It is like a constant nagging that is hard to get away from. ;0)