You do not know me or what I care about and you do not know what I have seen or experienced. What gives you the right to throw these nasty insults? I have never insulted you.
You already told us that you have not had much experience with violence, yet anger is all that you have left and you also told us that you would like to destroy all life etc.
It sounds pretty young, childish and self pitying to me.
Like I said, go to a rough bar tonight and let one of the men kick your ass, it will help clear the cobwebs.