The scarey stuff will pass as you meet survivors who are everywhere. They are your support and strength.
You believe in prayer...so you MUST believe that you have only to ask God for his healing and STAND firmly on his word. He did't lie. Don't ever say "if I'm healed". That shows lack of faith. Rather demonstrate your own faith that HE will heal you.
Do all you can to eliminate what causes cancer to survive in your body. SUGAR..sugar..sugar. Read up on it.
Stay strong. God Bless you..sw
I know all about the sugar, I’m Diabetic.