Hopefully you will come back into the fold, but I’m not sure if you ever were a Christian from your post.
I did notice that you were a member of several churches
I have a hard time believing that ANYONE who truly accepted Christ’s sacrifice for their sins and believed in the Gospel of Grace could turn their back on Christ and embrace the heresy of the LDS.
I had a “head” knowledge of Christ, but not “heart” one, which is how I was deceived by Mormonism. I thought I was a Christian, but I really wasn’t. Only after I left the LDS did I come to a “heart” knowledge of Jesus Christ and accepted HIM ALONE as my Savior.
Parable of the sower. Rocky ground. I will pray for you my FRiend.