Maybe the g36 is what I want since I don’t want to shoot it.
It would be strictly for concealed carry and I want something that will fit close and be light enough to forget.
That sounds pretty reasonable if you can prevent yourself from "learning" a flinch when firing it. The last time I shot my old g30 was after a two year hiatus. I was able to comfortably hit a 4x4 steel at ten yards from the first shot.