John 1
In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 He was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made. 4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.
To try to explain the triune Godhead to you in an argumentative conversation would be a waste of your time.
I believe God loves even those who do not understand.
Matt 6:33
Do you believe Matthew, Mark, and Luke, or do you believe John?