I’m sorry. I didn’t see your tag or I would not have posted that to you. Without going into details....I understand your pain. You and your wife are in my prayer.
Oh, don’t sweat it. It comes and it goes. One day you want to give up, next day you’re pissed off and ready to go. It is essential to have a damned good sense of humor to get by. That, and a perverse survival instinct. Whatever.