“God called me to preach the Gospel two months later. Since then I’ve served as a pastor, evangelist and foreign missionary.”
You should take yourself out of the mission and study the Gospel more. When you’re studying the Bible, praise God and thank the Catholic Church every day for the Bible. Don’t dare read the early Church fathers, because if you do, your anti-Catholicism will come crashing down around you. Then you’ll have to learn how to love instead of hate.
Your history reading is very narrow, hemmed in by the RCC’s recommended reading list, evidently.