I have no self hatred or loathing. I love Jesus with all my mind, heart and soul. What I loath is the sins I commit or am tempted to commit. When this happens I turn to Christ in prayer. If I sin I have guilt but that guilt only binds me if I do not bring it to Christ and seek His forgiveness. If the sin be mortal I would confess and receive absolution.
My father died when I was 7 years old. But I really don’t think he did it as a way of rejecting me.
Sounds great.
Of course, I know nothing of your particulars other than what you tell me.
I just know that Wright’s stuff has made a lot more sense than anything else I’ve come across in general and regarding all the diseases he’s had such great success with. He does also operate in significant anointing.
We do know that the Scripture about sins of the fathers to the 3rd & 4th generation has an impact on all of us.
And, recent scientific research has shown that what we say A LOT AND THINK A LOT
ALTERS OUR VERY DNA.
God’s best to you in your walk with Him, certainly. Sounds like you have your priorities straight.
Blessings,
BTW, children are not always so rational about things such as death of a parent.